I need to stop rushing things. I'm sitting here just thinking about how the wedding isn't close enough. Well give it two weeks and it will be way too close! I need to enjoy summer. Even though, I really haven't been. I don't know why exactly. Maybe it's because I'm too stressed from the wedding or maybe it's because this weather has been so crappy. It's been all rain on the forecast. Usually the air is pretty chilly and the water --- yeah right, wouldn't even touch that. This past weekend though, Peter, Brett and I went swimming. The water wasn't that bad actually. I felt super uncomfortable in my swimsuit so I went to buy a new one and that was annoying. I never feel like I'm prepared for anything. I just want to be married - and have time to get ready. I won't have stuff scattered everywhere. I can't stand that feeling anymore.